Feeling better now

I had a nice long chat with my girlfriend and I feel like we're more on the same page now. It feels good to have really talked about my issues and opened up to her like that. I feel I'm growing a little closer to trusting and not worrying as much. It will take time, as anything does, but I feel more optimistic about this now. Also, I just weighed myself and down to 179.6. Yay for progress!