Alcoholism and Applebee's

So I have a problem with alcohol... I accept that, but I'm not willing to give it up yet. I can't go more than a week without a drink or I lose my fucking mind. We went to Applebee's yesterday and it destroyed my lovely calorie intake. *sigh* Oh well... starting over today. Anyone feel like learning Latin or Scottish Gaelic with me? I'm going to try and learn both. My plan is to be fluent in at least ten languages before I die, so I've still got a long time to make this happen. No harm in starting early, eh?

Water fast a no-go, at least for now

I made it 18 hours then caved. Urgh. In my defense, my dad kept going on and on about food *grumbles* However, I'm happy to say that I'm back to calorie restricting and I've been keeping track of everything in my little black book. Ir's a government holiday today, so no work. I'm just lounging in bed watching Wire in the Blood (Simone Lahbib - *drools*) and occasionally writing on my fanfiction. ^.^

One step forward, four steps back...

I fell off the wagon recently, big time. I won't even say how much I weigh right now, because it's too embarrassing, but seeing it on the scale was the kick in the ass I needed to start losing weight again. May 25th is officially the beginning of a new water fast for me, and I've jump-started it with a salt water flush. *crosses fingers* Here's to hoping I can stick with it... We'll see how it goes.